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[10 Jan 2009|10:09am]
Holy shit.

I haven't posted in like 2 years. How is everyone?

A lot has changed for me. I moved to Philadelphia and am in my junior year at Temple. I still party, i still read, and i'm still awesome.

<3

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[12 Apr 2006|10:56pm]
get to see one of my friends from back in the day this weekend. me+sam+razz = aklfaweor!!!!

got ditched by a stupid boy last weekend.
there is a reason why friends mean more then a boy ever will.

had a dream last night that jasmine called me to be friends again. wierd how the subconcious mind works. it got me thinking. i wonder if she ever thinks too.

been drinking too much caffiene lately.
not enough sleep.

gave myself shin splins. not cool.

being me. very cool.

excited for school to be over.
excited to work more hours.
excited for all the trips coming up.

not excited for the paper i have to write.

this journal entry = ghey. i don't feel like writing in a coherent format that flows.

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[11 Mar 2006|03:17pm]
last night i told a black guy i was just a light skinned sister.


one day. one day i'll be shot for being overly white.

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[08 Mar 2006|01:15pm]
listen to your heart.

because sometimes that all you need.

my new friends will never replace my old friends. i may not see you or talk to you much, but you still have a place with me.

in the words of the almighty sharkey [i think] - get more fucked to get rockin'.

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[05 Mar 2006|06:46am]
it's amazing what listening to a cd can do to you. oh the joys of a youth well spent.

friday night was crazy insane. however, all is still well as i'm told everyone still loves me. [i love you all too]. thanks for watching me. got me some pretty sweet war wounds.

kalie - 0, ground/floor/stairs - 3

i am dying for a good read lately. suggestions bitches.

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[20 Feb 2006|03:43pm]
i love my weekends.

unplanned and kah-reaking-krazy.

city club. the business. famous people. booze. pa peeple. the four-person crew [darby, sashadoll, lee and i]. the randomness. clearing the room. the business. the wastered in 45 minutes by one in the afternoon on a sunday.

randooomness. however due to certain events we've decided to take a hiatus on the hardcore partying and save it for goodfellaz in march.

i've been living for the last month or so of weekends.

<333 my crew. er, posse[e?].

MIKE JONESSSSSSSSSS.

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[13 Feb 2006|11:09pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

way to keep updating on the internet [on livejournal nonetheless].

sucks all the seriousness out of it.

//end of livejournal bullshit responses.

one guess who this is for. [13 Feb 2006|01:43pm]
let's start drama over the internet.


woot. look at me insult people. freaking sweet.

woot. look at me talk shit about people. freaking awesome.

woot. look at me spread rumors/gossip about people. freaking fantastic.



you're right jasmine. i'm a shitty person. have fun bitching about me to anyone [and everyone] who will listen.

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[23 Jan 2006|11:10am]
vacation was great. i would love to be gone more often.

made the deans list again.

wishing i had more, real tangible friends.

(death by stereo?)

freaking frazzled [20 Dec 2005|01:33pm]
i'm sooo freaking stressing out.

TUESDAY:
work 5-8 [hopefullllly i can leave early]

WEDS:
7:30 - 10 am chemistry exam
10:30 -12:30 pm english exam

then tanning, packing, picking up odds and ends for my trip.

5:00 - 10:00 pm workworkwork

THURSDAY [12/23/2005]:
4:00 am - off to vegas

i need a god damn extra day between school ending and going on that fucking trip.

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[11 Dec 2005|09:30pm]
when did i become so lame?

seriously. it the past few months i don't do hardly anything. sometimes by choice, sometimes not by choice.

*le sigh*

**DECEMBER/JANUARY SCHEDULE**

my last day of school is the 21st.
from the 22-30 = las vegas/san diego/tiajuna.
31-2 = toronto [www.goodfellaz.ca] boo-yah bitches.
1.12[i think] college starts again.

good thing is i only go two days a week. yessssssssh.

make some plans with me people [but don't expect me to drive two hours every fucking weekend to detroit]. i can't afford that.

call and leave me love on occasion. i need it.

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[18 Nov 2005|12:32pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

i met one of the most amazing people i think i'll ever meet in my life.

his name is freddy. he's 21. he's from honduras. when he was 11 his parents died and he decided to leave honduras [by himself]. he hitched-hiked and train-hopped. he talked of starving, of hiding,of running. he told how you couldn't sleep for day when you were on a train because people would throw you off or try to kill you.

he talked of seeing people die. he talked of all sorts of things i couldn't even imagine going through. when he was 14 he was put in a mexican jail for a year. when he got out he had to go to the court every 15 days for a year, trying to claim asylum. finally they let him come to texas.

the court put him with an american family. he didn't speak any english, and they no spanish. he now lives in michigan with a puerto rican family who treats him as their own.

he said he was writing his life story down. i said that his story is amazing. he's going to let me read some of it one day. hurray for teachers not showing up and making new friends.

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for you, i pour my heart out. [04 Nov 2005|03:02pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

my heart is beating a million miles per hour.
my thoughts are swirling even faster.

i don’t know whether i should be the happiest person in the world or someone who is just content to be who they are.

i’m not content. there are so many things i want to change about myself. there are also so many things i love about myself.

some people tell me i’m beautiful. why? i don’t think i am. my hair is kickass and i’ve got killer facial expressions but why call me beautiful? i could be the most horrible person on the inside. i don’t think i am. i’m not an angel. or a saint. i don’t claim to be. i admit my faults. i may not be proud of them and i should work on them, but i don’t.

i miss jim. i miss him a whole heck of a lot. i miss someone who is so like me i don’t have to explain myself. i miss knowing that he’s there, that he’ll do anything for me. i miss fighting with him. i miss seeing him and knowing stuff will be ok. i miss sleeping on the couch in the most uncomfortable position ever. i miss learning stuff. i miss his stories. i miss his intellect. i miss my best friend. i miss him a lot. I FREAKING MISS YOU MORE THEN I COULD EVER SAY.

my mom is amazing. she’s a single parent. her boyfriend steve, is the best thing to ever happen to her. he loves her, he takes care of us, he is good to us. i don’t view him as a father figure, i don’t think i’ll ever be able to view anyone as a ‘father figure’. i sure as fuck respect him though. he is kind, he is generous, he is a good man.

sometimes i wonder. i wonder what would happen if i stopped trying? if i stopped caring? if i ever could stop caring? i wonder what it would be like to be someone else. would i even want to be someone else? i don’t think i’ve ever wanted to be someone else. i want to be me just with their opportunities.

i wish i had an amazing talent. something that i was so fucking good at that peoples jaw dropped when they saw/heard/felt me doing it.

i respect people who die for what they believe in. i don’t think i’d be strong enough to die for what i believe. i’d die for a friend. i’d die to take their pain away. i’d die if my world ended.

tomorrow, i am seeing my friend jasmine. she’s a wonderful person. she’s beautiful, smart, funny. she is herself. she isn’t perfect. she doesn’t need to be [she’s asian]. she laughs with me, she bitches with me, she gets mad at me. that’s ok, i deserve that. she’s a fighting spirit. she’s angry, she cusses an awful lot, she freaks out. i wish she knew kung-fu. i hope she never does, that would be bad for all. in a nutshell, jasmine you’re freaking amazing. i wish i had your drive, your ambition. not your boobs though. i like mine just fine. <3333

i think i’m done for now.

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[02 Nov 2005|08:38am]
i just looked at all my old entries.

wow. so many good/bad/wtf memories with all of you.

<3

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two announcements. [13 Sep 2005|07:00am]
1 - I'm an extremely big fuckup.

i'mafuckupi'mafuckupi'mafuckupi'mafuckupi'mafuckup.

and

2 - blatant edit.


with love.

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[14 Aug 2005|07:41pm]
i need some unreality.

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[14 Aug 2005|05:32pm]
if this was canada i have started drinking at the crack of noon.

*curses today*

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FANTASTIC NEWS. [30 Jun 2005|01:07pm]
flipp is getting "there's nobody behind us" tattooed on his back.

now that may not be fantastic news to anyone else but it's FUCKING AMAZING to darby and i. that was my quote of the fucking demf weekend and darby permant markered that on flipp's back and now he's getting it tattooed.

i will be permanently quoted on someones back. PWNDIZZLE>

work now.

party in philly saturday.

zomgthisweekendisgoingtorule.

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[29 Jun 2005|12:47pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

wow. what a summer.

i'm almost done be upgraded [40hrs] and will drop down to 30 next week. zomg?! i can actually have a life after work because i won't be getting out at 1:15 am anymore. unbelieavable!

MY JULY SCHEDULE:

  • I work 5-11p every Mon-Fri.
  • From the 1st-4th I'll be in Pennsylvania for Bang! [the party not the dj][Pittsburgh+Philly+Raveness+JimJamieDarbySamXtine= ZOMGGGGGG]
  • On the 8th-10th I'll be in Toronto celebrating the very last Hulla.
  • July 16th the queen herself DJ IRENE returns to Grand Rapids.
  • July 13th/20th Grand Haven/Blues on the Mall

finally a month to be excited about. i think since i'll be working less hours at amway i want to look into picking up a part-time job somewhere else. i do have college to save and pay for.

things that currently piss me off:

  • paying for college... it really pisses me off when people are like "oh wow, it must be nice to have a meap scholarship to pay for stuff" ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR PARENTS PAY FOR HALF OF THEIR COLLEGE ANYWAY. for fucks sake, i'd rather have my mom pay for half my college then have a damn scholarship that can't even pay off one semester of college anyway. ok, i really wouldn't.
  • dissing a community college... deans list is deans list assholes. i take just as hard classes as anyone else [especially when i'm taking 14-17 credits a semester on average] and work a job. if you can't make the deans list because you smoke too much pot, drink too much booze, and fuck around, don't use the excuse that because you go to a university it's harder.
  • scholarships... when i can't get a scholarship even though i have better grades/gpa [high school and college], better extra-curricular criteria[job, volunteering], etc. oh and because i'm white. my parents are divorced and my mom has her own bills to pay people.
  • how corrupt the department i work in is at my job. zomg! you can't sit in a conference room [in your area] and talk but we can leave complex and go shopping at walmart!!! omggggg. my name is aaron and i'm a little bitch. i snort adderall and drive around and smoke pot. i steal from the company and don't do a damn thing, but i'm connies little pet bitch so it's ok. [thank god for ryan being there].
  • various people at work [ryan knows who i'm talking about].
  • cramps.
  • what would a list be if i didn't mention anything driving related. poo-poo on construction.

i'm honestly in a good mood this week. especially compared to last week. it's so much easier [and fun] to rant when you're in a better mood.

THIS IS BECAUSE I'M PRETTIER THEN BARRY:

 

 

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THIS IS DEDICATED TO.... [15 Jun 2005|12:23pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

DADDY aka RYAN THE ABUSIVE ALCOHOLIC FATHER/HUSBAND TO ME AND OUR TO LOVE CHILDREN HERMAN [a bat] AND SHA-NAY-NAY [a plastic giraffe].


I never said i wasn't gonna tell nobody
no baby
But desperate lover, I can't keep it to myself
oh no
When we're together it's like hot coals in a fire
oh baby
My body's burning so come on heat my desire
come on come on

Two of hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Two of hearts
I need you, I need you
Two of hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Two of hearts


[way way way old news. party monster is still one of the best movies ever. plus, i love the soundtrack.]
come on, come on

People get jealous cuz we always stay together
yeah baby
I guess they really want a love like yours and mine
together forever
I never thought that I could ever be this happy
yeah baby
My prayers were answered, boy you came in the nick of time
ohhh

I got this feeling that you're going to stay
I never knew that it could happen this way
Before I met you I was falling apart
But now at last I really know we're made of

(chorus)

I never said I wasn't gonna tell nobody
no baby
But desperate lover, I can't keep it to myself
oh no
When we're together it's like hot coals in a fire
oh baby
My body's burning so come on heat my desire
ohhh

I got this feeling that you're going to stay
I never knew that it could happen this way
Before I met you I was falling apart
But now at last I really know we're made of

(chorus)

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[08 Jun 2005|02:11am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i will start mailing letters this weekend. so expect the uber joyness next week.

lightning and thunder storms are beautiful. i wish i had someone [anyone] to share them with.

random // i saw a toilet sitting on the side of the road today in the middle of nowhere on my way home from work. it made me giggle.

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[06 Jun 2005|03:01pm]
i am the demanding of the home addresses! i will write you all love sonnets and the daily play by play schemes of my taking over the worldness.

i get so bored at work and i love getting mail.

anyone want to burn me fun mixed cds of music?

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[05 Jun 2005|01:46pm]
[ mood | calm ]

updateupdateupdate.

i'm lonely.

i went to demf last weekend. it was good. i definately appreciate detroit tech a lot more then i did before saturday. i did something stupid on saturday night so that ruined the rest of demf for me. *le sigh* oh well. i made up with jamie. hung out with darby. saw so many people i hadn't seen in fucking FOREVER [coughcough jasmineandcameron coughcough].

i worked 55 hours last week, which in turn equaled no life.

hung out with ryan, sara, and danielle on friday. had a wonderful selection of bacardi shots to choose from. got ditched by a boy. oh well.

i finally went to lake michigan yesterday with katie. it was so perfect and relaxing. the water was a little cold [i lie, REALLY cold]. and then i chilled over at sarah and james.

i'm totally addicted to neon genesis evangalion. damn asians and their anime.

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[17 May 2005|11:39am]
this weekend was alright.

the mushyface mcsporkyberger omgwtfbbq 2005 was fun. jims house was fun except for some bullshit that will never be forgotten and i highly doubt forgiven anytime soon.

check out my myspace blog for further bullshit.

i've finally been sleeping more. it's about time.

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[03 May 2005|01:04pm]
[ mood | sad ]

there is a reason why i don't date people...


because then i don't end up crying on a tuesday afternoon because i'm so frustrated.

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check out the name of my band. FUCKING AMAZING. [24 Apr 2005|08:12pm]
[ mood | amused ]


Kalie Amber Nurnberger's Aliases



Your movie star name: Combos William

Your fashion designer name is Kalie London

Your socialite name is Kalieburger Toronto

Your fly girl / guy name is K Nur

Your detective name is Tigers Saranac

Your barfly name is Crackers Jager

Your soap opera name is Amber Blue Water

Your rock star name is Sweet Tarts Cheap Girls

Your star wars name is Kaltas Nurdir

Your punk rock band name is The Good Douche


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[19 Apr 2005|12:40pm]
i thought i was supposed to be happier.

so why do i feel like i'm going to cry?

am i just being moody or is there a valid reason for all this? STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID.

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[08 Apr 2005|11:29am]
i'm definately excited for this summer. i can't wait for all the good times with my good friends.

april hulla.
july hulla.
that one thing in philly on july second.
visiting sunny.
cedar point.
the local shit.
the not local shit.
beaches.
bitches.
forties.

i need to schedule my classes for next semester. i think i'm going to make it easy and take the bare minimum. 12 credits. why fucking not, i'm half a semester ahead anyway.

yeah.

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[20 Mar 2005|12:12pm]

1) Leave a comment saying you want to be interviewed
2) I will respond with five questions for you
3) Post a journal entry with the answers
4) Post these instructions as well
5) Ask other people questions as requested
6) Lather, rinse, repeat

el_puddin_pop [my favorite mexiCAN]:

1.If I gave you 1,000 dollars right now, what would you do with it?

The responsible part of me would pay what I owe to my mom for books and then save the rest for college/health insurance. The not so responsible would be a plane ticket to Tokyo. Or two plane tickets for me and you to San Francisco.


2.Who was your best childhood friend?

Oh, wow. I'd have to say Ashley Asbury and I were very close for a while. Then she moved. So, idk.


3.How old were you when you first got glasses, and how did you feel about it?

I was in fourth grade and I HATED them. I like them now. I'm pure hotness with them.

4.Name four people you would bring to THE hut...you know the one I am talking about. ;)

[since you're an automatic in] -- Jim Object [does he count since he is one of the attractions?], Sarah McBride, Sam Pick, and Jamie FattyCakes.

5.Who loves ya baby?

My Family. My friends. YOU. That one kid. My dog. Tubby.

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[03 Mar 2005|01:49pm]

check it bitches - http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11807209

che-che-check it.

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